..Love Is e Bliss; But Being Apart Is Torture..

2010-03-18T14:24:00.004+08:00

I know i cnt hve u in mya life..bt i nvr forgt u..n i reli mish u lots..saw u todae, bt deep inside i knw, u aint mine nw..u r juz nt mine nw..i dn like da way i feel..i hate the pain hidden..yeah, i created the distance, i knw and it hurts..i didnt mean to, bt i juz hve to..i'm juz nt strong like b4, ta hold on and stay strong..i'm juz not..i juz faill in ur arms..there isnt another comfy place..my hug? my kiss? i alwaes knew tht there wldnt be anione else ta replace u..no0ne cld mke me more happy like the way u do..no0ne cn juz replce tht plce..

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Haiz..wad's da point..juz over..everything's over..i juz cnt blady hate you..i juz cant..bt i mish u truckloads babyy..haiz..I wan those times bckz..

2010-03-17T17:30:00.005+08:00

Weeee! damn, seems like i hve been neglecting blogger for quite sometime ardy..time ta get bck in acti0n!

Let's Blog abt ma Sweetheartz who have been alwaes thr for me, throughout, no matter wad..realli happy ta have them in my lifey..nvr regretted..not once..

Ryan sweetheart! mya superrman!

Mya Priya Babbyy..Mya one n Onli..

Menaa Sya =))

Mya Precious Gal Fren! I love her shooo muchie!

My hubby!! my one n onli precious!

Love u Lots Darlink!

2009-12-03T19:50:00.002+08:00

Can someone bring my babygerl back to me please? i reli wanna see my babygerl..its cold out der..where is she gonna sleep? where is she gonna snuggle? her baby boi's looking for her..we looked for her, bt cldnt find her..why does she alwaes likes ta play hide n seek with us? doesnt she knw how much we love her? why doesnt she wanna cum bck? u went away at 12 pm..its 8 hours nw..no sign of u..i heard bird chirpingz..bt its aint urz babyy..i mish u..m0mma mish u..papa mish u..brudderz mish u..babyboii mish u..where da hell hve u been? damn! do i hve ta keep crying for da dae to cum, for u to cum? baby, cum fast plz!

2009-12-03T19:44:00.001+08:00

my babyboii is sitting all alone..damn i reli cnt tke tis..it brings tears to ma eyes wheneva i see him..its veri saddening..wonder wad happened to ma babygerl..wonder where is she..has she eaten..baby, do cme bck whever u are..please..

2009-12-03T17:18:00.000+08:00

My dearest gerlbabyy..where the hell r u? man, we r mishing u so muchie..come bck to us asap dear..please..i treated ur'll like my own babies, n now one of ur'll flew away..my boybabyy, is lonely..its veri hurtful..damn juz cldnt stop crying wheneva i realise tht u r lost..the thot tht u r alive keeps me calm..r u? where r u baby? come bck soon..please come bck soon..wheneva birds chirp, i wonder if one of those chirpings were from u..please come bck soon

2009-11-20T21:18:00.001+08:00

I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! i hate menses!!!! argh!!
i hate da freakingz crampz..its soo painful! =(

2009-11-16T18:27:00.006+08:00

My cher baby! my make up adviser! my makeup artist! my galfren! my hubby's scandal!

2009-11-14T16:54:00.004+08:00

wee DJing n bikes!!
hahax promise to hubby n gf tht i wont tattoo, i wont pierce here n there all unless they let me continue with my bikey n stuffs! they agreed! n in order for fiqah to not suffer from motion sickness, she gotta tke motorbikey as well! hahax cher feminine ma, she's alwaes car =) lolx! future planningz liao.. =) wee kawasaki all da way man! damn cant wait ta get ma license! vroooom vroooom!

2009-11-13T20:23:00.001+08:00

My abang!! weee i mish him truck loads!
step handsome oni..lolz..
he ish sweet! =)
good tht he is moving on nw, n abang i will alwaes be thr for u, maamoi and kingkong!
love u lotsa!

2009-11-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

my maamoii!!
hgahaz pamperz boi!
we've got lotsa nickz for each other!!
weee! hahax..i mish him lotsa..sad tht he ish going kl nxt wk..cnt cum for my bbq..idiot!
bt nvm, i knw he still loves mee!! =)
i love u lotsa pandikutty! muackz!

2009-11-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

My kingkong anneh! oo i love him! he loves me too!
hehe hey anneh! remember..let bygones be bygones okie?
dn let anythng bring u down..
n u better stop ur drinkingz n smokingz kie?
love u lotsa my dear!

2009-11-11T19:47:00.003+08:00

Seriously dnt knw wad's e matter with ma taggy board! argh!! haiz!

weee exams r over man! yippeee!!
eating frenchy fries..drinkingz cherry..
ranjit's eating frechy fries and drinking cherry as well!

hahax! interview tmr liao..going temple too! i m tired! my left thumb is black!
my other fingers? heading bck to entertain my nails! lolx!
bubye bloggingz!

2009-11-10T11:17:00.001+08:00

kinda fucked up now..fuck him sia..anihw cum n sae tis n tht..spoil my mood oni..grrrr!! exma finishing soon liao!! touring sg with hubby n cuzzie on thursdae n fridaee!! weee!

2009-11-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

gosh! i hve updated alot todae..alot of pictures..pictures sae e thousand words =) enuf eas! get ur ass bck to work! hahaz!

2009-11-06T19:49:00.005+08:00

hehe fun times with ma small mummy @ her plce n ayya pooja at her plce too!

2009-11-06T19:36:00.006+08:00

My comforter!

2009-11-06T19:32:00.002+08:00

My family lovesu!

2009-11-06T19:26:00.004+08:00

Cuzzies love! my 2nd family =)

2009-11-06T19:18:00.007+08:00

Siva anneh's bdae (june 21st 2009)

2009-11-06T19:09:00.005+08:00

Bro's 21st... (2008 pics)

2009-11-06T19:05:00.003+08:00

Mua lifey! my smiles! my happiness!

2009-11-06T18:55:00.007+08:00

Just e lil update of devotional stuffys! i love aatha n ayya..

2009-11-06T18:32:00.008+08:00

My life was so damn fucked up..so many tings to deal with.. i swear, without my family, brudders, GF, hubby and mena..i wldnt be surviving,,n loshini, haiz, babe, i dn knw wad to say..i swear i didnt expect..bt i knw, no matter wad, fiqah, cher n mena, will alwaes stand by me, no matter wad..thnkz alot darlinkz..my bruders left me for once..bt they cme bck to me..i suffered without them..fiqah and cher were there to cheer me up..owe them alot..o levels were nearing at one point of time, my ladies were there with me all e while, supporting me throughout..

and mena, u alwaes in myt heart babe..cant wait ta see ya soon! thnkz for being there alwaes for me, no matter wad happened..alot of ppl hve cme into my life n left..bt u hve styed there alwaes..
thankz baby!

Thankz alot for going thru so muchie with me gerls,..ur'll will alwaes remain in my heart till my last breath..moments and memories will alwaes be treasured..
Thankz alot to my family who alwaes stood by me, even though at times, they let me down..bt still, i knw they love me..

My dearie brudders..i love u guyz alot..i didnt do it on purpose..hope ur'll understnd me..i didnt mean to leave ur'll..i did it for ya happiness..bt things didnt turn out good..happy tht we r back together! i promise i will nvr leave ur'll eva again!

Cher baby, Fiqah hubby and mena kutty...to u gerls too..i promise to stand by ur'll alwaes..will nvr leave urll =)

hahax with some overdue pics though =)

2009-11-06T18:20:00.001+08:00

her first sentence after seeing tis, "alamak! asshole sia tis gerl!"
hahas, fiqah! hubbyy!! hahax wondering if we're lesbians? its e well known truth!
threesome lesbians= cher + fiqah + eas!
hahas! regret wadeva tht happened btw us..saddening bt hope we r bck togther!! u had better not forget me kie hubby?! scandaling with cher infront of me somemre! hahax! dont too much sex n bang me kie? love u!

Easwary aka dildo wifey (as u named me!) <3

2009-11-06T18:14:00.002+08:00

she's probably gonna kill me for tis! eh eh i guess its e ball! she isnt preganant! lolz!!!
hahax my galfren!! i love her! i love her lots! she n fiqah ish my everythng! dnt leave me okie?
whicheva dumb ass, whose gonna mke prob with her, jolly well watch out kie..
hey baby, memories shard, i aint gonna let go...bt skl's ending soon..haix dn forget me kie? =P
Loves, Easwary Aka Boifren <3

2009-11-01T14:28:00.002+08:00

my lil darlink n her gerlfren!!

hey babygerl..lolz, i like tht policy..i blog abt u, u blog abt me?..cute seh..kie kie i kept up with ma promise =)
baby, u knw valla realli mish u n love u alot? sorry to publish, bt its e fact!!
and wait, u got promoted rite?> congrats babe..and ya, thnkz alot for being there with me alwaes..realli appreciaate everythng dear..went thru so much and i alwaes had u with me, n u alwaes supprted me no matter wad..thnkz so muchie..
remember, i m alwaes here for u..more like e messenger..bt nvm =)..will be with u alwaes no matter wad happen..anione out there, willing enuf to break her heart, man, u jolly forget abt celebrating ur father/mothers day..=) sound fierce? bt too bad, its e fact..lolx..
and babe, lets hit out soon aightez..my exams r finish soon..cnt wait ta see ya soon dearie..mishing ya quite badly =)
i m sweet rite? kie kie, stop puking babe..
kie, hitting off..u tkc! ( i sound as if, i will onli return yrs ltr)..hahas i Love u truck loads my lil darlink!

2009-10-30T10:06:00.002+08:00

If u tink u aint good enuf for me, u cn leave...
if u tink tht thr are better ppl, thn fcuking hell leave...get it? still dont? i dont care!

MY MEMORY CARD IS EFFING CORRUPTED! argh! all my deepavali pics and songs r in it man!!! grrrrr!! bt goodness, eng n maths ppr over ardy..still got pprs nxt wk..
gotta muggy muggy mug!!! cnt wait for ma exams to over n freak out to the max man!
hahas i mish my hubbyy n galfrendu!!

be back after O's ppl! =)

2009-10-10T09:54:00.004+08:00

more pics cming up..heaading out soon..so some other time..

2009-10-05T18:26:00.004+08:00

Ramesh uncle homie ayya pooja..awww madurain veeran appa was 13 yrs old!! damn he was sooo handsome!!

2009-10-05T18:20:00.002+08:00

i fasted! i fasted for 3 daes! =) nth compared to ma 2wks of fastingz for thaipusam! yeah thaipusam 09 ish cming..haiz, 0levels cming as well..

2009-10-05T18:14:00.002+08:00

Back after e very long time!! i need ta release ma stress! damn hope so tht ma bro ish orite..hope he wakes up soon..anneh, remember tht there will nvr be someone else who wld tke over u or replace u..u live in our hearts..praying veri hard tht u wld wake up..remember we loved u alot..our prayers wld be answered! wake up faster da!! everione ish mishing da one n only happy go lucky boi!! why did u hve ta support me..why did u hve ta go thru all tis pain..why anneh! why suffer for me!! haiz..i feel so bad and sad..wake up faster da..u were alwaes there for us when we needed..annehs and myself, we all veri sad..see right now, typing this post, all of us r here..no peace no happiness..life without u at this moment ish nt the same..a brother's love, ish veri important..its the best thing in life..wake up faster..we r eagerly waiting for u to smile like alwaes..for u to play soccer, slack and hve fun with us all over again..anneh, the hug u alwaes give me to comfort me and all, its alwaes cherished..i will be e good siso! brudderz love u alot! wake up faster da..

babygerlz..

2009-10-05T18:05:00.002+08:00

hahas look at her face man! hehe fiqah is glammed up for once! happy!! she looks soo feminine! bt too bad, she is still my hubby..man i love tis two monkeys of mine..my hubby n ma galfren..they mke ma dae..we went thru thick n thin..and now, they r with me..alwaes giggling, screaming and mking the world upside down..i love ur'll darlinkz!! muackiez!

2009-10-02T19:42:00.000+08:00

after sooo long!! daamn tht was long indeed..bt soo muchie of tings happen! hahas.. =)

2009-07-26T20:32:00.000+08:00

After 4 daes of mc, i m heading dwn bck to skl..damn bt i m still sick..bt my mc is overr!! haiz hope my darlinkz in skl get well soo..tkc sweethearties..o levels is cming n tis stupid shit h1n1 is getting out of hand ardy..haiz...

2009-07-20T18:55:00.002+08:00

2009-07-20T18:51:00.003+08:00

2009-07-17T19:49:00.004+08:00

Mua daddy lovesu

Ma darlink Sister..

Mua daddy n me =)

Me when I was e Baby =)

My bestie darlink n me!

My eldest darlink bro!

Me when I was young..

Mua darlink 2nd bro!

My family!!!

“What's the good of news if you haven't a sister to share it?
"A sister is a little bit of childhood that can never be lost."
“A brother is a friend God gave you; a friend is a brother your heart chose for you.”
“A brother may not be a friend, but a friend will always be a brother.”

2009-06-25T12:30:00.002+08:00

Favorite day of the week?

* Friday & Saturday.

What are you listening to right now?

* uyieh uyireh priyadhey

Where are you right now?

* at home!

What was the last thing you ate?

* bread..

If you were a crayon what color would you be?

* Black

How is the weather right now?

* SUNNY!

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

* Durga

The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

* the smile and eyes

Favorite type of Food?

* Mummy's cookingz!

Do you drink?

* drink water yes! haha.

Do you smoke?

* Nops.

Ever get so drunk you dont remember?

* Nops. NEVER in my life.

What color are your eyes?

black.

Do you wear contacts?

* yess..

Single?

* yeahs!

Favorite Month?

* May..June..Nov..Dec

Ever cried for no reason?

* YES!

Are you too shy to ask someone out?

* yeah !

Hugs or Kisses?

* BOTH I SAY!

Chocolate or Vanilla?

* chocolate!

Do you want your friends to respond to this survey?

* haha nah!

Who is most likely to respond?

* mmm idk.

Who is least likely to respond?

* IDK

What books are you reading?

* none!

Piercings?

* One!

Fav. baseball team?

* i dun support any!

Any pets?

* no!

AIM or Yahoo?

*neitheR!

Butter, Plain or salted popcorn?

* both

Dogs or cats?

* Dogs.

Fav. flower?

* Rosee...

Have you ever fired a gun?

* Toy gun? haha

Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?

* No..

Right handed or left handed?

*Rightyy!

How many pillows do yodu sleep with?

* two!

Are you missing someone?

* YES!

What is the sexiest thing to do?

* haha, idkk!

2009-06-22T11:55:00.002+08:00

1. Malathi akka

2. Jayanthi akka

3. Raj uncle

4. Kanna uncle

5.Suganthi akka

6. Siva anneh

7. Barathi akka

8. Kumar anneh

9. Balu anneh

10. Ranjit

11. Nirvan

12. Kenga

13. Loshini

14. Bavani

15. Praveena Sis

16. Aaron bro

17. kaka boi

18. Abang arsaath

19. Jee mike

20. Cher baby

21. Valli akka

How did you get to meet 7?

* She is my blood

What will you do if you and 15 never meet?

*awww my studies r gone!

Have you seen 17 cry?

* nope!! dont wan! it hurts!

Would 4 & 16 be a good couple?

* gay couple with such e big age gap? my uncle n my thambi? god!

Do you think 11 is attractive?

* hehe! haha!

What is 2 favourite colour?

* white?

When was the last time you talk to 9?

* Yesterday :D

What language does 8 speak?

* English, tamil..malay!

Who is 13 going out with?

* who baby? she's going out with me!!

Would you ever date 17?

* haha, sure sure!

Where does 18 live?

*Little india!

What is the best thing about 3?

* Everything..I love my uncle!

What would you like to tell 10 right now?

* I love you, Lil Bro!

What is the best thing about 20?

* my Seating Sex partner!

Have you ever kissed 5?

* haha yup!

What was the best memory you have with 21?

* hmm ayya pooja!

How is 12 & 14 different?

* hmmm nth much!

Is 19 pretty?

* handsome la!

What was your first impression of 11?

* my kuku!

How did you meet 20?

* Sec3!

Do you hate 12?

* My baby gerl with stomach pains alwaes!

Have you seen 18 in the last month?

* daes bck!

When was the last time you seen 16?

* in msn!

Have you been to 5's house?

*yesh!

When is the next time you gonna see 10?

* hmm aftr my O's or aftr his N's?

Are you close to 13?

* yuppie! my other quarter! hehe

Have you been to a movie with 4?

* Nyuppie!

Have you gotten into trouble with 8?

* yuppie..

When have you lied to 3?

* once! =(

Is 16 good at socializing?

*Yupps!

Do you know a secret about 9?

* it is suppose to be e secret..

Describe the relationship between 12 & 18.

* They knw each other..veri veri hi-bye frenz..

What is the best thing about your friendship with 3?

* he's my uncle cum best friend!

What is the worst thing about 6?

* nothing!!

Have you ever have a crush on 12?

* She's my lovesu!

Does 14 have stead?

* Nope..

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 ?

LIKE NO! her punches r painful! nt tking any risks!

21 met your mother?

*yuppie!

How did you meet 15?

*thru anneh!

Did you physically hurt 3?

* hehe once!

Do you live close to 7?

*yesh!!

What's 8 favourite food?

* nasi goreng!

What kinda car does 1 have ?

* she does own a car!

Have you ever travelled anywhere with 4 before?

*Everywhere!

If you give 14 $100, what will he/she spend it on?

hmm tht gerl! haiz..muzz ask her!! hehe

2009-06-04T21:52:00.002+08:00

i have. . . (point for each one)

1. smoked.(x)
2. consumed alcohol.( )
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.(x)
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.(x)
5. kissed someone of the same sex.(x)
6. had sex.( )
7. had someone in your room other than family.(x)
8. watched porn.( )
9. bought porn.( )
10. tried drugs.( )

MY TOTAL: 5

1. taken painkillers.(x)
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.(x)
3. lied to your parents.(x)
4. lied to a friend.(x)
5. snuck out of the house.(x)
6. done something illegal.(x)
7. felt hurt.(x)
8. hurt someone.(x)
9. wished someone to die.(x)
10. seen someone die.(x)

MY TOTAL: 15

1. missed curfew.(x)
2. stayed out all night.(x)
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.(x)
4. been to a therapist.( )
7. received a ticket.( )
5. been to rehab( )
6. dyed your hair.( )
8. been in an accident.(x)
9. been to a club.( )
10. been to a bar( )

MY TOTAL: 19

1. been to a wild party.(x)
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.( )
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night. ( )
4. had a spring break in Florida.( )
5. sniffed anything( )
6. wore black nail polish(x)
7. wore arm bands.(x)
8. wore t-shirts with band names.(x)
9. listened to rap.(x)
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.(X)

MY TOTAL: 25

1. dressed gothic(x)
2. dressed girly.(x)
3. dressed punk.(x)
4. dressed grunge(x)
5. stole something.( )
6. been too drunk to remember anything.( )
7. blacked out.(x)
8. fainted.(x)
9. had a crush on a neighbour.( )

MY TOTAL: 31

1. had a crush on a friend.(x)
2. been to a concert.(x)
3. dry-humped someone.(x)
4. been called a slut.(x)
5. called someone a slut.(x)
6. installed speakers in your car.( )
7. broken a mirror.(x)
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house(x)
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.(x)

MY TOTAL: 39

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.( )
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.(x)
3. cruised the mall.(x)
4. skipped school.(x)
5. had surgery.( )
6. had an injury.(x)
7. gone to court.( )
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.( )
9. caught something on fire.(x)
10. lied about your age.(x)

MY TOTAL: 45

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.( )
2. broke the law in the police's presence.( )
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf ( )
4. got in trouble with the police.(x)
5. talked to a stranger.(x)
6. hugged a stranger.(x)
7. kissed a stranger.( )
8. rode in the car with a stranger.( )
9. been harassed.( )
10.been verbally harassed.( )

MY TOTAL: 48

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.(x)
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.(x)
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.(x)
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.(x)
5. been to a fair.(x)
6. been called a bad influence.(x)
7. drink and drive.( )
8. prank-called someone.(x)
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.(x)
10. cheated on a test.(x)

MY TOTAL: 57

Grand Total: 57

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

2009-05-26T19:27:00.002+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: plain water
2. Last phone call: baby..
3. Last text message: Baby..
4. Last song you listened to: hmm nthz..
5. Last time you cried: yesterdae..

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Yeah... not something I want to recall.
7. Been cheated on: yuppies.. :(
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope.
9. Lost someone special: yeap.
10. Been depressed: who hasnt? Its singapore. haha! opps
11. Been drunk and threw up: No way!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12.black
13. black
14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Many indeed..
16. Fallen out of love: yuppiez..
17. Laughed until you cried: hahah yeah.
18. Met someone who changed you: not changed me, but brightened my life..
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeah.. bittersweet feeling
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah.. but I shall forgive
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: A majority of them.
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2.. =)

24. Do you have any pets: nah..
25. Do you want to change your name: No way. I love it as it is
26. What did you do for your last birthday: e best dae out with ma maadu gang!
27. What time did you wake up today: 6AM!!!
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Trying to fall asleep.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: For the 3 rd wk of holidaes!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2hrs ago..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing. I love it as it is and I wouldnt have it any other way
32. What are you listening to right now: nthingz..
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: haha nope..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: School. :/
35. Most visited webpage: facebook. And my blog.
36. Whats your real name: Easwary
37. Nicknames: Eas..East..ERP..IMH..Eassy..Baby..
38. Relationship Status: In a happy relationship
39. Zodiac sign: Saggitarius!
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: yishun primary!
42. Middle School?: Canberra Secondary
43. High school/college?: ?????
44. Hair colour: Blackie..
45. Long or short: Long. very long.
46. Height: 1.60cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: No. I love him!
48: What do you like about yourself?: myself..
49. Piercings: 1 pair on the ears. I want another one though. *stays away from chels*
50. Tattoos: OFCOZ!
51. Righty or lefty: Righty:)

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Never had one.
53. First piercing: Cant rmbr. I was too young
54. First best friend: kengadevi! Loshini!
55. First sport you joined: Soccer!
56. First vacation: Batam!
58. First pair of trainers: I dont recall

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing.
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: Talk to nobody
62. Listening to: nthingz..
63. Waiting on: Nth to happen

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yeah..
65. Get Married?: YES! of course!
66. Career?: Nursing..

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: HUGS! :)
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older..
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous!
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationships. Commitment.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Neither.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No. dont intend to
77. Drank hard liquor: nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: I dont wear those..
79. Sex on first date: err I never even had sex. so no.
80. Broken someone's heart: Yeah. sorry about that.
82. Been arrested: Nope.
83. Turned someone down: Yeah.
84. Cried when someone died: Yeah.
85. Fallen for a friend?: haha. Yeah..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Duh. but sometimes, I need that extra boost.
87. Miracles: Of course.
88. Love at first sight: Yes..
89. Heaven: Ill be there one day
90. Santa Claus: Yeah:) DO NOT CRUSH MY DREAMS! *warning*
91. Kiss on the first date: No.
92. Angels: .........

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No. I dont cheat
95. Did you sing today?: yup..
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? hey! tht wld be long!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: None. I like this year so much better.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: If you want me to.

2009-05-22T21:01:00.003+08:00

Priya akka n Sarves arangetram! over due pics aniwae =)

2009-05-21T18:57:00.002+08:00

i m super duper wet! wet as in, i gt drenched! crooked mind! =P.. had fnn practical todae..went gd i guez..aftr eating ma banana cake, ms Hawa was like, u cooking for diabetic patient is it? lolz..hahaz..ma fish fingers turned out well with e chilli sauce sia! =) pics, with ma cher baby! grabbing from her soon! lolz..i m tired..i m hungry..didnt hve lunch! mish my baby lotsa! mr.sham wants be to be thr @ charity soccer tournament @ 9..i wan my chleep! lolz, bt i said okie..hehe bt guez i wont be playing..haiz..i m realli dead tired..i m slpy ardy sia! ask baby blog, he damn lazy! nonsense! bt i still love u! =))

2009-05-15T18:25:00.002+08:00

50 Little Secrets.
be honest no matter what..

Facebook quiz!

01. Who was your last text from?
Baby..

02. Where was your default picture taken?
modified in zedge

03. Your relationship status?
happily taken!

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yesh..

05. What is your current mood?
sleepy and tired..

06. How many siblings do you have?
3 including me

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Siva and Kumar

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Someplace where i can havepeace and remain e secret?

09. Have a crazy side?
hehe ma close ones knw! =)

10. Ever had a near death experience?
yuppiez

11. Something you do a lot?
sleep..

12. Angry at anyone?
no at the moment.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
hehe..=)

14. When was the last time you cried?
yesterdae nite.. 14.05.09

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
family n baby

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
will I wke up tmr mrng?

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
baby..

18. What is your favorite song?
azhagu nilavu from pavitra

19. What are you doing right now?
Doing this quiz?

20. Who do you trust right now?
Quite a number.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
hmm anneh bought it for me..

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
yesh!

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Crissy baby!

24. Describe your life in one word?
stressful

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
baby..

26. What should you be doing right now?
hmm nth..

27. What are you listening to?
hmm ayya song..

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
ma babies!

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
hmm hahaz..yesterdae oni sia..hmm not to be named!

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
hmmm nah la..i m wierd! hahaz

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black?

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
baby..

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
hmm haiz..not to be named..

34. What do you hear?
hmm ayya pattu..

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
hmm straight n curly..

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Nope. Maybe their vocabulary is not as wide as yours?

37. Do you have a best friend?
yeah.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
hmm nope..

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Chats without smiley faces is boring!

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Haha quite a number of times.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Satisfied. But i want something more exciting.

42. Are you currently jealous?
nah.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
None.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
hmm watch tv n slack @ home..

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes. Definitely.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes. Definitely.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
One, and only.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
hmm fever..

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
till 1..hmmmm..

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
yesh n i regretted wasting ma 1 yr 10 months with someone who didnt care

2009-05-15T13:43:00.003+08:00

Its Time to let go ma pain..no point holding on when it oni hurts..My beloved brothers, may ur'll rest in peace always..we always love u..ur'll remain in our hearts forever..Dont u know how much we mish u? our talks nvr end without toking abt ur'll..tht's da positive impact ur'll had in our lives..pleash come bck annehs..everione mish ur'll so muchie..dn worry..da ones for for ur tis state, will realise when they go thru da same ting..behalf of all, we mish ur'll so muchie..

and now...........bck in, i juz wanna let all ma love ones knw how much i love them..MA family, friends and baby who were alwaes thr when i needed them..alwaes by my side and da ones who gve me da belief tht i cn alwaes confide in them..thnkz dearests..

First Family =)
ma life revolves ard..even aftr so muchie of probz, they r still by my side..hw eva mischevious or notti am I, they azccpet me da way I m..I knw I will nvr get e family like them eva..love from ma family cn nvr be comparable with anythng! nth cn be compared to ma Family's Love..ma mummy and daddy, even if they scold me, i knw they r thr for ma..Ma brothers, my best comforters r my everythng and the reason of me realising sibz love..my everythng! My cuzzies r nvr forgotten! ma cuzzy sisterz and brothers are the beautiful part of ma life..they complete ma life..life without them is un imaginable..thru soo mucch of probz, they stand by my side, and supported me alwaes till tis veri minute..my god's gift!

Now ma Baby and MAadu gang! <3

My life n ma love! i've gt no words to describe abt them..my most precious ones! my other half! life is incomplete with them..if i hve to choose btw ma life n them, i will choose them! soo much of probz and misuderstandings, they r by my side! no0ne cn get such gifts! trust me no0ne!
I nvr regretted once i knwing them! i nvr did n nvr will I! i seriously dn knw hw to describe ma feelings for them!!! hw much they meant to me, i realli cnt express in words sia! nvr forgetting ma Abang arsaath and Sanjeevan! sweethearties of ma life! they r da best eva! best abang n best bestie!

And also nt forgetting ma classie babies! weee i had soo muchie of fucking probz btw ma class mates..bt hopefully everythng is settled nw..and cher baby, thnkz for all ur encouragements and supports throughout! thnkz for da kind words todae! it cheered me up! u knw me too well baby!

My life is for them..no0ne cn seperate them form me or my life..alot of ppl hve tried and failed..so u had better nt try n see da pisSasu in me..,it's either u keep ur ass shut rather than getting e kick in da ass!
Adiouz!

2009-05-14T16:44:00.002+08:00

1. Kenga

2. Loshini

3. Bavani

4. Nirvan

5. Suganthi akka

6. Barathi akka

7. Siva anneh

8. Jayanthi akka

9. Malathi akka

10.Kumar anneh

DON T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!

1. how did u meet no 4?

hehe match made one liao!

2. Do yo have a crush on anyone up there?

no crush all..

3. What would you fEel if you hadn't met number 1?

my A maths baby..w/o her, i wldnt be here

4.What would you do if 6 and 2 were going out?

hehe my sisterz! okie wad!

5. How did you meet number 8?

my blood!

6. Is 2 one of your best friends?

aiks..best fren cum sister

7. Whose number 9's best friend(s)?

Sutha akka!

8. Have you ever dated number 1?

hah yesh!! yesh!!

9. what do u think of number 6?

my best god's gift!

10. Do you love number 1?

LIKE DUH!

12. What can you say about no. 5?

my chweet lovesu!

13. Describe number 10.

my lovely bro!

14. What is your relationship with number 3?

My KD baby!

2009-05-07T21:14:00.003+08:00

Hey Baby You Are looking So Preety In This Picture..!

Hey Baby Just Felt Lyke BlogginG So i Blogged...!
I am So Missing You...! I love You..!
Can"t wait For Saturday siak..! Hais...still So Long away..!
Faster Come Lei Saturday !

Baby Eas I love ya Always....

Loves Nirvan...!

2009-05-07T19:38:00.000+08:00

Sorry baby..i love u.. =)

2009-05-07T19:18:00.002+08:00

wad e hell sia..i nvr do anythng! thn come sae, i tok first anot! wad e hell sia..argh! tht mnother fucking chibai fellow pm me his fucking nonsense, thn i kena da blame! like wad e hell!argh fuck la..no mood to fucking hell blog oso..to hell with him n his angelic world..bastard..chibai! wah simply fucked up sia! nabeh!
kanina!

argh! dn believe dn believe..i m nt entering tht motherfucking site eva k..no0ne ask anione to believe me..knw da truth one dae..ain't gonna ask u to believe..be it i m in da fucking fault..

2009-05-06T19:58:00.002+08:00

My baby's Baby!

Mr.DeviL Loves Mrs. DeviL

No0ne has e place in my world, except my baby!

Follow ma rules or u may fuck off by all means!

Baby's drawing 01!

Baby's drawing 02

aiks!! i loveee ma baby!! my one n onli ALWAES! i love youu..i love you..i love you..i love you..i love you..!!! weeeee!! hehe i mish u sia!! meet me faster leh!! hmph!! hehe pandi! i love u!! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!! MUacKzzzz!!!!

pandi..
baby..
sweetheartiee..
loosu..
dearest..
nonsense..
darlink..
kuku..
weeeeeeeeee baby....u r mine n mine alwaes!!! hehe i love u i love u i love u!

2009-05-06T08:41:00.020+08:00

24th april & 25th april..mish ma baby on the 2 daes coz wasnt able to tok to..haiz..aniwaes hehe tis was e time i went over to see ayya in seremban! my daddy's bdae liao! i love him so muchie! i saw ayya cutting bdae cake! man he was sooo cute!! hehe pictures e lil overdue!

2009-05-05T19:56:00.000+08:00

I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U

2009-05-05T19:29:00.002+08:00

Easwary easwary easwary! singing my own name liao! hehe..i m tired! slpy! tmr gt physics ppr! stupid swine flu, muz bring thermometer everydae sia! hmmm met ma chweetheart todae @ amk! lolz..loosu! i gt mosquito bites sia! nw i m super tired aftr roundingz amk sia! lolz! slpy slpy! weeee! weee!

i happy..i m sleepy..i m tired..i m sick..i m angry..i m sad..MA FUCKING HP GT CONFISCATED BY MUM! argh!

2009-05-04T19:32:00.002+08:00

I GT MA FUCKING HP CONFISCATED! DAMN SIA! DN KNW Y OSO! damn i feel so angry i wanna cry sia! argh!! i mish ma kuku so muchie! cnt kol oso! damn sort sia! arghhhh! cannot concntrate on ma blady exams oso..y all tis happeningz , i oso dn knw sia! cry tinking of tis, ma eyes oso pain! arghh! damn no skl smemre tmr..got tution in da mrng n going out to study...juz dn knw wad to type oso sia! sooo anrgy!! argh!!

2009-05-03T13:01:00.004+08:00

ahem ahem! i blog is effing dead! i m sooo lazy to update lolz.. =) weee mid yr exams strted ardy liao..haiz..tmr gt eng ppr 2 and history..damn sooo hard to memorise my history facts..haiz!

kuku!! u still owe me smt! ma stooopid hp oso nt wrking! aiyoo! nonsense sia! grrr!! lolz ma chweetheart kuku damn chweet sia..followed me all da way to ttsh yesterdae..so sweet rite..hahaz..my loosu kootali.. =) met at amk first..koled me at 6am thn wke me up sia! hmph! got me to entertain at tht time, coz kuku cldnt slp..haiz..so bad rite? hehe keke..kuku gonna hantam me, if tht loosu gonna read tis..lolz..hehe went to ttsh, stupid swime flu n all da blady checkz! argh! stupid mask somemre! hehe did all da collection n stuffs! weeee no0ne cn be bored with my kuku sia! veri cuteee!! distrb oni! hehe chweetheart kuku n my newspaper! whack oni! lolz..hehe we missed quite e number of trains at novena sia =) hehe.. lolz..trained bck home..gt dwn @ amk n i gt dwn at sembawang..loosu, entertain me half way thru i went home..hehe sweet rite! hehez cme hmw at tution, sianz! thn eveningz went over to akka hse..went to see ma babies! too bad, akka nt at home..aiyoo..saw my babies, miss my last small one alot sia..hope he recovers fast..i love u ma cutie pie! =(

weeee eh kuku..u knw smt? i mish u!! =)

2009-04-20T18:24:00.002+08:00

1. suganthi akka

2. barathi akka

3. siva anneh

4. nirvan

5. Maadu gang

DO NOT LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!

1. How did you meet 3?

★ my blood!!

2. What would you do if #2 and #3 were going out?

★ errr no problem!! cuzziez la!!

3. How long have you known #4?

★ monthly++

4. What do u think of #2?

★ she is my love!

5. A fact about #4?

★. he one kuku!

6. Who is #2 going out with?

★ faizal!

7. What #1 do for a living?

★ she's working..

8. Where does #5 live ?

★ yishun!

9. Is #1your best friend ?

★ yesh!!!

10. Do you miss #2?

★ tons of tons!

11. What would you do if #3 and #4 were going out?

★ gay couple!

12. Ever gone somewhere with #5?

★ ofcoz!! everywhr..

13. What would you do if #1 and #5 were going out?

★ errr they knw each other..

14. What do you think of #3?

★ my besh brudder eva!

2009-04-17T12:59:00.002+08:00

Easwary is sick..she is tired..she needs to sleep..she wans to smile..she wans to laugh..she wants cry..she wants to jump abt..and all she wans to do nw is to slp n not to wake up foreva..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FYKfINSIcFA

wad da hell is wrong with me? i feel soo lonely even with everione ard me..haiz..bt i knw there r so many ppl who alwaes mke ma dae..and they alwaes mke me smile no matter wad..thankz to all my dearies who cme it me realise life..i love them n to U, u r no fucker to control my life k!

aiyooo!! tenison! nvm! i dn care! as long as ppl who love me, its enuf! i dn need any others who put e fucking mask!

2009-03-28T21:06:00.003+08:00

my kuku fren! muz beg for da pic! idiot!! hehe..he is such e sweetie, alwaes saying smt nonsense to either mke me laugh or angry! kuku! bt veri cute fren of mine! more of e bestie! an example of e fren! an example of a bestie..someone who is alwaes thr whn u need..someone whom u cn alwaes confide in..someone who is alwaes thr to give e listening ear..someone who is alwaes ready to help..eh kuku, faster come back!! wondering who i m toking abt...hahaz..pic up tmr as promised by him! n he better send me! hahaz =) there's no0ne in tis world who cn replace him..trust me, no0ne..NOoNE! i mish tht kuku bestie of mine! still haven come bck lala! hehez..

he's god's gift to me..and kuku, u had better not go missing! I knw u will read..so wad to do, gotta add in soo muchie of lies..aiyoo..hehe keke, hey all not lies okie! everythn from da bottom of ma heart! u had better be touched! hehe..Nothing is definite..nothing is foreva..nothing is sure..bt i knw, even if friends go their seperate ways, friendship n da memories shared will alwaes remain..even if i move off to smewhr, or maybe nowhere, u will alwaes remain in ma tots.. in case, i leave da tmr, or maybe even da next min, remember, oni i m gone, not our friendship..n kuku, remember u r alwaes my bestie! n tis post, is specially for u..written directed by me, Easwary aka Devil baby.. da next minute of wonders or maybe tragics r unknown until da time comes! u tkc okie! do well for ur Olevels! uru soothuraningz too muchie ardy la u! hehe! damu thaani all for some time, put aside! aftr examz cn tke konjuraAn kiez! faster come bck!! kukukukukukukukukukukukukukuku!

2009-03-27T20:04:00.002+08:00

starting time: 8.08pm

Name: easwary

sisters: 0

brothers: 2

eye Color: brown

shoe size: 7 1/2?

hair: black

piercings: 1 on each ear

height: 160cm

what are you wearing right now? shorts n teeshirt

where do you live? sembawang

favorite number: 24

favorite drink: ice milo

favorite month: november

favorite breakfast: nutella bread

***********Have You Ever***********

broken a bone: No way!

been in a police car: nope

been on a plane: yeah

been in a hot tub: ya!

swam in the ocean: hmmm..

fallen asleep in school: ofcoz!

broken someone’s heart:hmmmm

cried when someone died?: yuppiez

fell off your chair: HAHA! ya..

sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yup..

saved e-mails: yeah.

been cheated on: hmm..

***********What is************

your room like? messy..

what is right beside you? bro's dressing table..som plaque..my handphone..pen..paper..reomte controls..

what is the last thing you ate? hmm tahu sambal..

———————-Ever Had- ————————-

chicken pox: yup..

sore throat: yup..

stitches: nope..

broken nose:nope

————————-Do You————————–

believe in love at first sight? yep=)

like picnics: yes!!

———————————————————

who was the last person you danced with? hehe balu anneh!

who last made you smile? hmm in tml class..

————————–Who—————————

did you last yell at? don't cha wish to mention..

do you wear contact lenses or glasses? neither..

———-Final Questions————-

what are you listening to right now? hmm gayathri mantram

what did you do today?hmm slacked @ home..chabot skl..tution..tml class..blogging!

hate someone in your family? nope

diamond or pearl? diamonds

are you the oldest? nope..

indoors or out doors? outdoors..

——————Today did you———————-

1. talk to someone you like? yup..

2. kiss anyone? nope..

3. get sick? nope..

4. sing? lolz..yup..

5. talk to an ex? nah nope..

6. miss someone: ya!!

7. eat: DUH!

—————-Last person who——————

8. you talked to on the phone?loshini

9. made you cry? teacher..haiz

10. went to the movies with? family..

11. you went to the mall with? myself..

——————Have you——————-

19. been to Mexico? nope

20. been to USA? nope=(

——————-Random——————–

21. have a crush on someone? err.. no? =)

22. what books are you reading right now? tis questions..

23. best feeling in the world? happiness..

24. future kids names? i don wan kids coz i don wanna get married

25. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yup=)

26. what’s under your bed: mattress..

27. favorite sport(s) to watch: soccer..

28. favorite place: my room..my house

32. who do you really hate? toking bad even though u got nth to do with him/her

33. do you have a job? nope..

37. What time is it now? 8.23pm

2009-03-24T19:16:00.002+08:00

weee..i juz gt bck home frm class..i m slpy now..lolz..tired sia..skl was fun todAe! haha laugh n laugh! n tis sarah was like i m so bored i m so bored..she was damn, singing sme mre whn i was trying to finish off jeffrey's story book! its e novel actually..damn it was e nice story with e sad ending! =( trying to look for other bks n da oni source is jeffrey! lolz.. didnt attend asp todae..i walked for class todae! lolz..cme hme walking as well!

priya kutty!! i m so happi for u ma! i wanna see da smile on u foreva..it has been missing! bt its bck now! i want tht to stay! everythng happens for e reason n its for gd my dear! remember i m thr for u 4 e ever ready hug! i love u babygal! be it whoeva leaves u, i wan da! muackz!!! priya kutty, remember i m alive, n not dead okie..u knw old man n old lady alwaes thr for us rite..u knw they love us rite..u knw they alwaes wan da best for us rite..don forget ma!

divya!! i understnd how u felt todae! u seemed to hve cried so much whn u toked to me..i went thru sme ting like wad u went thru b4 my dear..it tkes time for guyz to understnd how much da gals love them..u hve to lose smt to knw da value of it..remember? juz tke time to relax..nvr jump to conclusions okie..if u 2 r meant to be together..wad cvn stop? nth! all da best dear!

2009-03-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

if oni i could vanish of thr n then..
if oni i cn mke ma probz disappear..
if oni i cn drop n die..
if oni i can smile trully..
if oni i knw tht fake smiles dont exist..

2009-03-22T21:40:00.002+08:00

1. Siva anneh
2. Suganthi akka
3. Barathi akka
4. Nirvan
5. Loshini
6. Kenga
7. Sarah
8. Cher
9. Carmen
10. Fiqah

Who is number2 having a relationship with?
Suganthi akka? hmm sanjay! =)

17) Number3 is a female or male?
barathi akka! female!

18) If number7 and number10 get together, will it be a good thing?
fiqah and sarah? errrr? lesbian coupe eh?they wld do gd!

19) What is number1 studying about?
errrr smt to do with maths! cnt remember abt wad!

20) Number4 is single?
hahaz!! yuppie yuppie!

21) Anything impressive number5 done for you?
she's da love n lite of ma life!

22) If number3 and number6 get together, what do you think will happen?
errrrr...tht's soo wrong with e gap f 8 yrs whom r both females!

23) Describe number9.
awww...mrs efron! errr! cnt believe??i understnd!

24) What will you do if number6 and number7 fight?
err...they hardly knw each other! one loves maths! the other one hates maths!

25) Do you like number8?
aww! ofcoz i doo! my lil gerl!

2009-03-22T21:02:00.002+08:00

Daddy, u told me tht u will be with me when i go for my class todae rite..wad happen todae ayya? wad happen todae? damn i feel so upset..
ya, its ma fault i knw..she informed everi0ne abt tmr n she simply mke me feel as if i didnt exist..
i felt so hurt..realli, i was veri hurt..
wad is da point of me being thr..my sorry's didnt mean anythng to her..
tears rolling down my remained invisible..haiz..now i m tinking if to go or not for smt which i hve been realli looking forward to..i m learning tis beautiful art since da age of 5..
its been 11yrs++..i don hve da heart to leave it..bt seeing all da tis i don hve e choice..her words r veri poky..they poke ma heart so much tht till now, i m sooo upset..

04.04.09 shld i go or not? i don knw! i relli don knw!

To ma ladies..i m sorry if i have to stop or maybe smt like tht..i m sorry, i don hve e choice dear..bt ur'll will stay in ma heart foreva..tht i promise k..and priya siso n sarves, if i happen not to come for ur arangetram, i m sorry..i m sorry, bt i knw u guyz wld understnd..all da best wishes! ur'll make ma dae..love ur'll ladies..